A Letter To My Younger Sister..
I miss you everyday as if we were born at the same day.. I cant possibly think of how I survived before you were put into this planet.. how did I though? It doesn’t even ring a bell.. I am writing this letter because I need you know just how special you are to me and how special you are to your creator.
Yes I am your older sister, older meaning I have lived longer than you, I have cried more than you, though I cant say we have shared the same pain because we have met different obstacles in life tragic but different obstacles in life. Everyday we speak of how we are so much alike and laugh about this we both find it strange that we are from a different Mother and a Father yet we have so many similarities.. it could be the same blood running through our vein’s.. that is the only explanation.
I need you to know this ..I need you to remember this always be able to express yourself.. always be yourself, you will never be like the next person because there isn’t anyone else like you. I have noticed that you’re growing into this beautiful delightful.. yet strong and crazy person and I want you to know that I am proud of you.
Watching you grow feels like I am watching a younger me and it always fascinates me. Have you noticed how when you tell me a story I have almost a similar story to tell? LOL all the damn time its crazy.
Just remember that you are yet to fall inlove, have your heart broken into million pieces, make friends and become strangers with your best of friends.. its all normal its all part of life and its all part of growing.
Never let anything stop you from doing you never let anyone stop you from being you even I.
Love you now and Love you FOREVER..
I feel it I feel it and it feels great..
I am at a point were I feel so good about myself no matter how bad the situation is…
I am at a point were I dont care what the next person thinks of me or has to say about me I fee so good I feel so great.
I think this is what they call personal growth.. this is what growing up means.
I know who I am, you cannot define me no person or situation can define who I am because that is what my heart was built to do.
What I feel now … yes now… that is who I am this is what defines me, my feelings but not my thoughts because my thoughts are not always realistic but my feelings are always real.
I am who am I and that is me growing every second, loving every minute, hurting every hour and living every day .. I feel it I feel it and it feels great.
- Nkuli Mamabolo